Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Perhaps I am more like you than I'd thought. I now know why you drink. It's not that the alcohol chases emotions away. It's that it drowns the lack of emotion that is too horrifying to face without a crutch, that tasteless wash of complete nothingness that no human should ever have to know and still live. And in the moment before thought dies you wonder, how did I ever end up like this, here.